The thing is… Once I got ‘desensitised’ to porn, I just got more and more inclined to get out and get more of the real thing… It didn’t make me want to watch more gnarly shit, it made me want to find a girl with even more tenacity than I had when I really enjoyed porn (Obviously I was still keen on finding a woman).

And shit, when you do find them you realise why (even though I get where the twins are coming from) porn can NEVER give you what a woman can. The smell, the breathing, the feeling of soft body parts, the effort, the never-ending learning, the hair… The sexual experience is a hell of a lot more than just stroking something back and forth over your dick, it’s about the entire experience between man and woman.

(Source: youtube.com)

I feel like the ones who say “girls who look pretty with no make up are the truly prettiest” are just as insulting as saying a girl without makeup doesn’t look as pretty. If a girl goes through the effort of applying makeup and makes an effort to look good, either for herself or for the man she’s seeing, then she deserves more praise than the ‘blessed’ girl who can get away with not wearing it. Regardless, if she looks great & you manage to take her home, if you connected on an emotional level there’s never going to be that shallow “you wait til you see her without the make up in the morning”; she’s going to look great because the attraction has already gone past the superficial ‘shell’ of the person. - Obviously this is different if you’ve bedded a hoe just for a link-up and you have no emotional connection, just superficial friction between fragile skin areas. [To digress slightly, this is also where women go wrong when they’re shallow enough to care about penis size - you’ll only ever get the nice ‘tickle slip and slide friction’ feelings; never the deeper, emotional full-body experience orgasms/experiences.]So in conclusion, yes in my opinion it’s nice when a girl wears some make up because it shows that she cares to look after herself and shows that she has feelings whereby she wants to make an effort to look nice when she sees you. But no I wouldn’t find a girl less attractive if I had emotional attachments to her, in that circumstance the girl can never look truly ugly, it only means that when she does make an effort she’ll appear even more attractive.

I feel like the ones who say “girls who look pretty with no make up are the truly prettiest” are just as insulting as saying a girl without makeup doesn’t look as pretty. If a girl goes through the effort of applying makeup and makes an effort to look good, either for herself or for the man she’s seeing, then she deserves more praise than the ‘blessed’ girl who can get away with not wearing it. 

Regardless, if she looks great & you manage to take her home, if you connected on an emotional level there’s never going to be that shallow “you wait til you see her without the make up in the morning”; she’s going to look great because the attraction has already gone past the superficial ‘shell’ of the person. - Obviously this is different if you’ve bedded a hoe just for a link-up and you have no emotional connection, just superficial friction between fragile skin areas. [To digress slightly, this is also where women go wrong when they’re shallow enough to care about penis size - you’ll only ever get the nice ‘tickle slip and slide friction’ feelings; never the deeper, emotional full-body experience orgasms/experiences.]

So in conclusion, yes in my opinion it’s nice when a girl wears some make up because it shows that she cares to look after herself and shows that she has feelings whereby she wants to make an effort to look nice when she sees you. But no I wouldn’t find a girl less attractive if I had emotional attachments to her, in that circumstance the girl can never look truly ugly, it only means that when she does make an effort she’ll appear even more attractive.

Seasonal Romance

Nice fresh sunny mornings are when I like to see a girl in front of a mirror doing her hair wearing your top whilst you’re still freezing your arse off in bed smiling and giving her banter to put the coffee on. Autumn and winter will be good time to find a relationship. No uncomfortable shared body heat and I can exercise a protective hold of her to keep her warm. More layers to unravel adding to the suspension, more goosebumps and a different level of romance vibes in the atmosphere; especially around Christmas. Summer loving doesn’t seem to be my strong point.

Sampling Music, Credits & Plagiarism

I don’t see why people get so arsey about sampling & royalties and shit… I’d never EVER complain if my shit was sampled, credited or not. If their shit got big I’d just sue them & prove the copyright without taking it public, like an avenging ghostwriter.

Naturally I will always be inclined to respect the composer as an artist more than the sampler, but I don’t discredit the samplers. If you can take one piece of art & change it to make another & give other people a reason to enjoy it, that can’t be bad. If the piece of art is different enough to become something new there is no place for credits. There’re only so many audibly pleasing tones.

Personally though I’d take pleasure in crediting any artists I sampled in the hope it could lead to collaborations of more great music.

The problem with thinking positively all the time as a tactic to progress is you forget your mortality and failure will hit you hard just as death will.

Living as if you’re already dead is equally important to success and prepares you for loss whilst ensuring you’re always using your life in a way you would not regret retrospectively from death.

Accepting and appreciating that one day you will die can guide you with focus on your walk of true purpose.

alienswithankhs:

strugglingtobeheard:

anomaly1:

dianarossweave:

sugarplumsandgunshots:

haitian-sensation:

fuckhoeskillbitches:

Flyest Nigga in the Universe 

Swagger on a hundred, thousand, trillion

King of our home planet

The things I would have done to him….

Its my dream to reach this level of swag

=’(

y’all can’t tell me this dude wasn’t the living embodiment of pop music

This bullshit that was written before my reblog is completely immature. Its all disrespectful to the king of pop and the black person who changed black history and was a big part in promoting racial equality. So many kids on this shit that think they’re funny posting one-line comments thinking they’re witty but they’re just looked upon by anybody wiser than them as that same old semi-geek community who write shit online to try and boost their cool points, but its going to take a lot of self realisation outside of Tumblr to realise they are just kids and their little ‘meme’ comments are not ways to get laid or boost ego, just look like a kid trying to be cool. It’s a shame, Tumblr does have a community of intelligent, forward-thinking or genuinely funny people but there’s also so many kids that are exposed to real life and pussy before they even see it in real life, and they think they know everything because they do hours of dash scrolling.

(Source: threatened)

Sometimes you get so caught up in trying to learn who you are that you actually go deeper into forgetting and start creating somebody completely new. Being human is never static/consistently fluid but there will always be that initial, true self buried somewhere underneath and will always come back to you when there’s a calling for the connection. Unfortunately its usually when you’re vulnerable in some way.

The ego, the mind, the theatrical self, the caricature, the ugly mug, the front, the facade, the act; it’s a defence mechanism but it’s another tool to keep you comfortable. You have to attack it whilst simultaneously exceeding boundaries and forcing out of comfort zones so that you have the experience to be your true self, in the eye of how you’d see yourself with the freedom, courage and experience to be so.

Just remember on your journey to being this person never to get comfortable, never to let emotions sway you from your course of your true genius. Otherwise you’re just becoming another character again, not your true, grounded self.

Your point is that you should ALWAYS BE IMPROVING based on the experiences you’ve had in the past, there’s no excuse for declining. As you say, the fact is these people have and always will be weak character’s because they use excuses rather than change to improve.

(Source: youtube.com)

ALS Ice Bucket Challenge

[Possibly To Be Edited - First Draft]

I just think it’s a dangerous game doing things because everybody else is doing it, or because somebody has told you to do it, or because you feel you ‘have’ to do it, or because it tries to promote a feeling of guilt if you don’t do it, etc. etc.

Let’s not mention the amount of clean water being wasted that is probably at such a shocking rate now half of Africa could be happy for a month.

I’m not doubting it’s fun, I’m not slating the people who have done it because it’s fun. What’s shocking is the amount of people who feel the need to do it because they don’t know how to have fun without being given step-by-step instructions, who crave an awakening of their central nervous system but don’t realise it’s actually about getting off your arse and doing something rather than pouring cold water over yourself, or people who only give to charity when it’s rewarded with a ‘fun treat’.

I’m not going to lie, I rarely give to charities, I don’t trust them. In fact, I’m generally a pretty stingy, eye-turning person all round. But deep down I know I have a conscience and also a very strong sense of humility, righteousness and courage to help those in need when presented. We all just hope we have the decency, resources & bottle to help those in need, I think donating money is a bit of a cop-out to truly help when you can (I don’t mean giving money to places abroad etc as such or to charities that fund research - I’m more saying people will look at it as a fulfilled itch; “Oh I should have helped that man… Damn. Well, I don’t need to feel too bad, I did give money to charity earlier, I’ve done my deed for the day”)

Just to summarise, my dig is not so much at the cause, marketing scheme or charity here; more at a lot of the weak characters that have succumbed to partaking in them.

The thing is about this post is these issues are things nobody gives a fuck about, especially as an artist. No real artist wrote this, only an amateur. Going on stage and performing is a joke, it’s just another drunk (or drugged) laugh that you can enjoy regardless of the outcome. Every artist has much bigger problems, either externally or internally, than stage fright, stage fright is for people who lack experience in fear, sadness & value for expression of emotions. All things no true artist lacks.

The thing is about this post is these issues are things nobody gives a fuck about, especially as an artist. No real artist wrote this, only an amateur. Going on stage and performing is a joke, it’s just another drunk (or drugged) laugh that you can enjoy regardless of the outcome. Every artist has much bigger problems, either externally or internally, than stage fright, stage fright is for people who lack experience in fear, sadness & value for expression of emotions. All things no true artist lacks.

(Source: onherway)

Mainstream & Becoming Your Best

The ‘mainstream’ is only governed by those who choose to watch. The fact that things considered higher-conscious thinking is not mainstream is not because it’s not widely available, it’s free to watch or read free of charge on  ridiculously easy to use platforms, in an array of different methods of learning.

A lot of people choose not to grow, they’re scared and limited by their fears. Some people just don’t have what it takes. I don’t know whether that’s unfortunate or not, I can only imagine a world where all people are equal in both status, strength and intelligence. Is it really possible to have a tribe/pack/pride/civilisation full of alpha’s, or are beta’s/omega’s equally important to the balance of existence? 

The way I feel it. If I reach the level of success I aim to. People will ask me how I got there. I’ll give them the sources I used to reach that point, I’m tell them the quote “do not following in the footsteps of the wise, seek what they sought”, I’ll tell them actions speak louder than words. But the problem is; only 10% will listen to what I recommend, only 10% of that 10% will act upon what they learn. This is why humanity will not evolve quickly. The Romans should have dominated the world when they had the chance, all I’m saying. 

Self-Discovery With Regards To Grains

For a good couple of years now I have been experimenting with changes in my diet (through cutting certain foods as well as trying to eat more of things) to:

  • improve vitality and energy
  • improve overall health
  • reduce risk of cancer and other disease
  • promote a healthy digestive system
  • properly nourish the body to aid my training exercises

One of the key battles I had was with grain intake. I have read in countless articles and literature, as well as taken advice from many friends who train that grain intake was bad - it turns into sugar in the body, causes water retention, puts on weight, damages the lining of the gut, is toxic, isn’t in line with human consumption because palaeolithic  man didn’t eat it and many other negative aspects of grain consumption. I bought into this quite a bit and even went on a full gluten-free diet for a period of time. The main spur of this was because I was experiencing a lot of bloating and stomach cramps at the time and backing off gluten seemed to help, for a while.

Once the gut discomforts cleared up a bit I started experimenting with eating different grains again to see which of them were causing me an issue and which weren’t. Naturally when I found lager wasn’t causing too much of an issue (except being a key habit of mine which prevents me from losing my abdominal fat), I started drinking that again. Other than that I kept off all pastas & breads and used rice as my carb choice when I ate meals at times I needed carbs. I was trying to keep to a fruit/veg/meat rule as much as possible but didn’t limit myself to only those things as when I did I felt I was either not eating enough or was burning out a lot, probably because I needed the carbs as I was training.

After a few months of staying away from grains, another problem popped up. My stools were getting hard and the size of them reduced as well as the volume of a movement. I couldn’t work out what was causing this so I tried to up my intake of fruit and vegetables for the fibre and train more and I just couldn’t battle my gut to work the way I am comfortable with it working. This caused me stress which made the issue even worse.

Eventually, recently, I started adding an amount of bread daily back into my diet and my bowel habits have gone back to not far from what I consider normal. So rather than cause me issues, grains (and their ‘natural protection against humans’ causing them to be dispelled from our bodies) actually help me with my digestive movements. 

Is it possible all these people who believe grains to be bad and our bodies not having time (evolutionarily) to process them, or that they secrete toxins which harm our bodies, are wrong? Ancient civilisations like the Greeks and Romans ate grains. People during the world wars ate grains and many of them have lived into their hundreds. 

I am now coming to believe that life longevity is connected to a restriction of food. Eating little, but with sufficient nutritional value, is the key to living long. 

Vision Board

Spent the entire evening redesigning my  AGAIN! Even more serious now, half 5 year plan, half 10! I’ve matured to know EXACTLY what I want that must mean I’m somewhere on my journey. Going to take some mad hard work to succeed in these aims but anything is achievable. Life is a gamble. Life is a game. Learning the rules, learning how to break them, learning how to exploit them. Need to get my reading on and my head down, but still get my head out there and enjoy socialising and focusing on self improvement in every way constantly. Got to be strong & healthy to truly succeed. 

Mortality Odds

Now that I realise my mortality i know life is no more serious than the gamble of a bet. How much control do you really have over your longevity in this body?